Headache

My head hurts. I spend 12 hours a day babysitting for my sister and then I have to come home and job hunt. It is hard to muster up the energy. A few positions have come open. One has already been filled, I have heard nothing from three more, and I was told by the curriculum director that there are over 40 applicants for the fifth. And it only one day a week! Unemployment in NC is hanging out somewhere around 15%. That is huge. I am fresh out of college with no real teaching experience. I have no connections there. They have more substitute teachers than they know what to do with. Who will hire me? I don't know if I would hire me simply because I am lacking experience. I just have to keep telling myself that if it is meant to be it will be. I can only do what I can do. If they don't want me this year then there is nothing I can really do about that. For those who read my blog, could you please offer up a little prayer that I will be able to find a job in North Carolina?