A little help

To my few (if any) blog readers:

I am a little tired and stressed about work this week (and it is only Monday!)

If you could offer a little prayer in my behalf I would sure appreciate it.

Thanks...

Exhausted

Teaching is exhausting sometimes. Harry Wong says teaching is exhausting when you are doing too much of the work and the students are not doing enough... I guess I can see that; but at the same time there is so much that the students can't or are not allowed to do, and it is THAT part of teaching that exhausts me:

writing lesson plans, completing purchase orders before the deadline, getting fundraising set up and ready to go, calling about potential places for your students to perform outside of class, creating a working curriculum (which I have NOT by the way), commuting 1 hour and 40 minutes every day, PDPs, IEPs, getting grades into the grade book, meetings, meetings, meetings, etc., etc., etc....

On a brighter note I have an intern from the high school this semester for two of my classes and they LOVE her. Yay! That makes classroom management way easier for me. AND she is able to go around and help those who are not getting it so they do not disturb the class. She is spoiling me with her awesomeness. I am SO thankful to have her. I hope I get an intern like her every year! I know that is probably, no... definitely, too much to hope for, but it is nice for a little bit of relief my first year of teaching :)

Missionary Wisdom

My husband's youngest brother, Joseph, is serving a mission right now in the Czech Republic. I love reading his letters because they are so inspirational. Sometimes I think he has gone through an experience just for me so I could learn from his wonderful example. This is a quote from his letter this week:

"This week, I learned about not getting offended.  There are times when people say things that I could totally take the wrong way.  Sometimes it's easier to take the wrong way and get angry.  But actually, that makes everything harder.  It is so much easier to just take a deep breath, put the comment or situation in context, say a prayer, and then continue on, as if it hadn't happened." 

~Elder Joseph Bailey~

~Czech Prauge Mission~

Wow. Can I just say I needed to hear that? I am having a really hard time with some things that have been said at work. There is one teacher in particular who keeps complaining that her classes are too big this year and why won't more kids take chorus, like it is my fault or something. She keeps telling me how big chorus used to be and wonders why it is so much smaller. I can tell you why. It is because an iconic teacher that was here for 30 years left and when she left no one signed up for chorus because they did not want the "new" person. All this happened before I was hired, by the way. I have no control over who they put into my classes.The guidance office takes care of everything and I have already told them to feel free to just stick kids into my class. I have already increased my numbers by about 15 or 20 because the kids are spreading good rumors about me. I think she is truly annoyed by the fact that they won't just stick unwilling kids into my classes. Sometimes the way she says it is really hateful and hurtful and it makes me feel terrible. 

But just like Elder Bailey said in his e-mail I need to not be offended. I need to remember that she is old, tired, and one year away from retirement. Her budget has been cut in half and she is worried about not having enough supplies for her students. I should pray for her, not be hurt by her. If I choose to get offended it just makes me too angry to do my work and my lesson plans. So I need to choose to try and be more understanding even if she chooses to not be understanding of a first year teacher trying to build up a choral program. 

So when you read this in a year or two if ever Joseph, thanks. I really needed to hear that.

Washington D.C.

My husband and I visited Washington D.C. for the very first time! It was incredible. And the best part about the trip was that we got to spend a day and a half with our friends, the Condies, who live just outside of the city. Pictures to come but I know that if I don't post something I won't post anything at all. It was a fabulous experience and I can't wait to go back for more! The monuments were... well... monumental! The museums were out of this world. The company was the best. Hopefully we'll be able to repeat the experience in the summer!

I just want to be a mom...

A Great Quote

A friend posted this on facebook. I never want to forget it:


"It isn't the big troubles in life that require character. Anybody can rise to a crisis and face a crushing tragedy with courage, but to meet the petty hazards of the day with a laugh--I really think that requires SPIRIT." ~Daddy Long Legs

A Great Quote

A friend posted this on facebook. I never want to forget it:


"It isn't the big troubles in life that require character. Anybody can rise to a crisis and face a crushing tragedy with courage, but to meet the petty hazards of the day with a laugh--I really think that requires SPIRIT." ~Daddy Long Legs